Ok...I vented on here earlier today...I was a little pissed and ranted a bit and was kind of crazy and irrational...got it all out and now I'm much calmer and I can discuss the situation in a much more rational manner. Alright. Here's the deal. I've been in the Army for 11 years...the National Guard for 8. I've been on 2 deployments..I volunteered for both. The last one was to Iraq and I came home with a TBI and some mental issues. I had reenlisted specifically so I could go on that deployment and I'm still in that enlistment until 1012. I'm an EMT on the civilian side and this year I was attending Paramedic school. I'm in the Minnesota Guard...I drill in the Twin Cities...and my Paramedic school was also in Minnesota, so no problem there. Then I got injured during a clinical. They found that I have a degenerative spinal disease stemming from a service injury I got early in my career. This set off a whole chain of events. With the Guard, I got put on a permanent do-nothing profile and I'm now completely non-deployable. With school I got dropped from the paramedic program due to medical..now here is where it gets crappy. The paramedic program is based in Minnesota, but it was a satalite program from a college in western North Dakota. Because of the requirements of the program, all my financial aid was approved and paid ahead of time. I had only completed 3/4 of one semester instead of the 4 semesters that got paid for, so they gave me two options. I could either withdrawl from school completely and have to pay back the difference between the used and cancelled portions of my financial aid, or I could transfer it all to their main campus and attend regular classes there. I opted, for obvious reasons, to take the latter option. So now I'm stuck in western ND for the rest of the year..my NG unit is in eastern MN...school has suddenly become not just important, but vital, because in one instant I just lost my civilian career and put my military career in Hospice, so to speak. (Every doctor and physical therapist I've been to has basically said that I will never work in Emergency Medicine or as an infantryman again). So I'm stuck in North Dakota...and I can't do an interstate transfer because of my profile...and the Minnesota Guard still has me...but I simply can't afford to show up for drill financially or academically. I don't have enough money to pay for the fuel and wear on my vehicle to drive there and back. I also can't afford to skip classes. My entire future livelyhood is depending on my success in these courses and when I get a MUTA 6, like this weekend, in the middle of the school year, I just can't do it. So, I can't show up for drill and my unit either can't or won't discharge me or put me in the ING. I'm at a loss as to what to do. I mean, at this very moment I'm AWOL from drill because I have no way of attending. The first time in my career that I've been AWOL for anything.
I hear ya man...I really do, but I'm in a bind. I got money and 600 some odd miles between me and the armory. My car gets good milege...but not that good.
I mean no money...I have no money.
Illusion...I am. That's actually why I'm in classes right now. It's just with the whole financial aid thing and not being able to pay it back, I needed to attend the actual main campus for the remainder of the year in order to make use of it. Biology...I'm finishing my biology degree.
Unfortunately, I understand the need to call the unit, but I actually can't at the moment. This drill isn't at the actual armory...it's being spent in the field and I don't have the number for the company CP in the training area. I will be calling as soon as the drill is over and our full time staff is back at the armory...or if they call me this morning wondering where I'm at. Right now I'm just kind of twiddling my thumbs and stressing over it.
Sorry HDH, but that is also a no-go. Unfortunately for myself, schooll is not only my future career, but temporarily, it's also a place to live. My first 2 weeks when I got to North Dakota were as a homeless transient...and believe me..it's f-in cold in North Dakota in the winter..particularly when you are sleeping on the streets. Taking the semester off means I'd not only be giving up future career, but also the bed I sleep in and the food that I eat...neither of which the National Guard provides.